Girl, I'm it; look past the sweat.

9:57am: What are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her.
I've decided to get more into this site. Myspace is getting a bit overrated... But, so am I so I guess I can't really talk. I'm still keeping up my Myspace, but I'm hoping this will be more of a venting site. And a poetry site, because I'm starting that up again. =) With a new style. Oh, baby! You know you're excited. <333

12:27pm: .:Depth Of A Healing Heart:.

be nice.



.:The Depth of a Healing Heart:.
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I want to drown in the depth of her eyes,
and get lost in the sheets of her bed.

I want to feel my breath catch,
at the softest brush of her lips.

I want so achingly to curl up in her lap.
I want to feel her hands on all my exposed flesh.

I want her to press her body against mine,
with my back harshly against the wall;
her hands gripping my wrists and
her teeth at my neck.

I want to feel her arms around me,
as she whispers small nothings in my ear.

I want to hold her in the safety of darkness,
until the whole world dares not stare.

I want to take my first breath
of air straight from her lungs
and hold it tight forever.

I want to burry my face in her shoulder,
her protectiveness all around me,
and never forget the smell of her hair.

I want to share a moment of eternity,
with a girl so far away.

I want the miles to melt like candle wax;
defensless against the flame.

I want to love her
with the depth of a healing heart,
and I want it to pay off.

But more than all the others...
I want her to want me just as much.

<3

11:08am: RAWR!

So
I was going to elaborate on my
we can't have an eagle in the turkey gang, now can we?
But I can't find it.
=(

When I find it, though
I will post it.
Because it's really good.
And deffinately worth the read.

<3

9:50pm: Just let me hold you while you're falling apart...

I'm afraid that I may lose someone very close to me.
Maybe not completely, but I can feel her slipping away.
And I'm not about to stop her, either...
Because she deserves the stars.
Nothing less.

Who am I to get in the way of her happiness?
Just because I'm clingy...
Because I need people...
Because I need HER...

Just because I'm jealous that I don't have the ability
~from my distance~
To give her everything I know she needs...
It doesn't mean that I
~of all people~
Should be allowed to hold her down
And no one else should be allowed
To give her something better.

Sometimes I think I'm too selfish...
Other times I think I'm not selfish enough.

Maybe I need a break...
From everything.
Just for a little while...

No.
I'll be okay.

iluvu

12:25am: We're Missing You.
It's funny how easily you can lose yourself in a tiny little blip of universe.

It's funny how you never know if you're dreaming or if it's real, until you wake up.

It's funny how life seems to revolve around a moment.

It's funny how no one wants to be judged, but they judge every single day.

Laughing yet?

It's funny how human kind is considered so superior, when we're destroying ourselves[andeverythingelse].


Life is so unfair for everyone, that it's fair.

You're unique, sweety. Just like everyone else.

Give the hardest job to the laziest person, and he'll find the easiest way to do it.


Blaze your own trail! Take the less-traveled road. Move away from the beaten path.
No, stay on track. Be good. Fit the guidlines.

Are we wanted to be different, or the same?

Because we can't have an eagle in the turkey gang, now can we?
[but that's for another time]



Look around you...

Maybe I'm just too tired to be thinking correctly; or maybe I'm on to something.
You can decide for yourself.

I'm off to bed.





<3
Andi

12:13am: Mhm.
"So we reach into the raging chaos, & we pluck some small glittering thing, & we cling to it, & tell ourselves it has meaning, & that the world is good, & we are not evil, & we will all go home in the end."

-- Anne Rice.




Life is short, baby.





<3